I dont know where should i start now.I onced said that my life was great but i think i should take back my words.My life is getting bad to worse.Worsen then i thought.
It keep on happening to me over&over again.I am like always at fault.I mean like they show faces towards me like as if i would understand what happen.Like what the hell i did again?Oh man,i am tired of playing this game.I dunno what am i suppose to do now.What am i suppose to feel/react or something?It's always my fault.My fault my fault&my fault.But what about their's?They have been slacking around happily without me?I actually didnt react anything.I act as if i dont know anything whereas i actually know something was going on.I admit i hurt people,but do they?How about my feelings?Have they ever care about how would i feel?Actually i am glad that now i realised that i have been caring for those people where actually they never care about me.Like omg.Tan why were you being so dumb?First and foremost, I guess i had too much of giving hints to people about what they should/should not do which may affect the other person who is/was related to them, but it doesn't seem to work on them. This may not be the very first time it happened to me, but it is really pissing me off each time i heard about something new. Not to worry, I wasn't even feeling close to shocking. Don't get it all wrong because i wasn't even affected by it either. I was just P.I.S.S.E.D
Let me ask you this, what do you get in the very first place? Don't always assume that whenever you read my blog and then after you found out something about me, you know me well enough already. Sadly to say, you will never be. If i was that stupid enough to be writing every single thing that happens to my life right from A to Z, I guess by then i don't even think i still have my close friends around me. What you read all these while, are just the surface of the sea. You never know what's beneath it. I never like people who loves running away from problems. But i myself am trying very hard to run away from mine. There's too much, and i'm afraid i can't take it any longer. Been holding back those tears, i just want to stop breaking down. I'm weak, but i wonder why people always say that i'm strong enough to overcome all the obstacles. Fact's that, i am not.
Lastly, I am still holding on strong.
And just like what you enjoy doing, please go around telling more people about this because it doesn't hurt to be popular.