HeyHey'

Don't Think That I'll Always Be Gone
It’s true and I’ll be honest, I really don’t fit in. Especially in school. I have good friends, but I think i don’t belong to a particular group. It used to bother me a lot, but now I realize that I’m just a nomadic friend. Not that I mind that, but all the people I’ve hurt do mind.
It’s painful to know I’ve hurt so many. None of my friends can really understand me and the few select ones who do aren’t trustworthy. So here I am in a lonely boat. That’s why I depend on music so much, its a constant when people aren’t. I try to cover up all my imperfections with happiness but here it kind of just unravels.
I, myself, am confused about my feelings. Maybe I just need some more time to sort this out.
Don’t get me wrong, I am very happy. I just have a few conflicting throughts running rampid through my mind at the moment here’s to those memories, those memories that I will never forget.i dont even know why i try to be friends with you
All you do is treat me like crap. I see you at school and you ignore me even though i have done nothing to you. You said you would be there for me and yet that was a fucking lie.
i Lose one friend, i lose all friends,even i lose myself ;
That’s just bullshit. FUUUUUCK.