Dear people's,
I hate myself right now. Everything sucks, when i without you. Why and Why you leave me alone here. Where were you when i needed you. I felt so lonely evethough people texting me and etc. But all i want is you. I really love you so much. i cant stop thinking of you. Now i realised how much i really love you and needed you. Why did you hurt me like this? I am tired of shedding tears fer you all day long after we broke up. It's kind of weird how my reaction now. In the past. i wasnt like this before. I never love someone as much as i love you. I guess this what i get fer all i did to my ex. I hurt them, i broke their heart and leave them like that. And now finally, karma came,and this is what i get. I have learned my lesson. I am changing to someone better, who can actually appreciate who i treasure and love in my heart. I wonder you were serious with me all this while when we met. I miss your smile. I miss your touch. How you console me when theres no one by my side. Easy to be said i miss you so much. Maybe i never showed you my real feelings towards you. I always pretending all this while. But deep inside my heart, i love you, and i mean it. And why dont't you love me, the way i love you. Ever since the day you left me, i never failed loving and thinking of you. Even you treat me this way, i can forgive you. But i just cant forget you. And i am trying hard to move on. And finding someone to replaced you, eventhough is a big blow to do that. I really wished you could read this. I love you, abby,