hello ass !



About a week ago, I was out with my two best girlfriends, fathiah and zaidah. We talked, we talked about our lives on how insane/dramatic/boring/bitchy it can get. lols:D

I've been trying to figure us out, where did I go wrong. Time clashes, personalities clashes, we clash. Everything hasn't been going the right way for us. This time, its just hurts. They say a healthy relationship is one with proper communication and trust. What about us? I think I can say that I've never felt as crappy as ever. I thought my other problem was bad, this is just worse. You leave me hanging, trying to figure out where I went wrong. Why can't you come clean just for once, and let me be hurt, so that when I grow/mature, I will be stronger? How will I ever be stronger like this? I love you, but it hurts too much. But really, whatever I've just typed... I say that its okay, its alright and that I'm fine.


ahhh , nevermind . hmm , baby went cambodia alredie, gosh , iam going to miss him fer the next 6 days , ohmygod , rindu dierr sangatsangat! you know what , i didnt know that he could actually be that sweet . huhu , he gave me such a wonderful message . i love him more , i guess . hoho . & he just called me . then talktalk craps with him . luckily he got roamingg . so well , today going my cuzzin hse since got doa selamat , then maybe goingg ikea .

currently messagingg hafiz && chatting with alee :D
btw , i miss u alee . ahha :D:D




bye,
buenos noches vaguelythis.